What exactly does it mean to “crank it up”? How much should I crank it up? What is enough crank? How much are others cranking it up?
I am a semi professional skier that competes on the Freeskiing World Tour. When you live and spend time with other incredible skiers and professional athletes, “cranking it up” means business and I often worry if I’m getting down to business enough.
As an athlete, I was elated at the opportunity to work with and represent an amazing brand through their ambassador program and excited for the upcoming winter to be a part of and share my “hard core” ski world to #thetribe.
One month into the program, while Jackson Hole was getting 16″ upon 16″ of fresh pow, I blew out my knee, had to undergo knee surgery and have been slowly recovering since.
This challenge has been particularly meaningful to me because 8 months ago I mostly compared myself to a small group of competitive and professional skiers and felt that “cranking it up a notch” had to be on skis or a bike and it was only legit if I was pushing myself at the highest level I knew I was capable of. How was I suppose to “crank it up” when my peer group is learning double back flips and hucking off 30 foot cliffs in competitions, while I was barely able to make a full pedal rotation on a stationary bike.
While I’ve been experiencing other MTW Ambassador adventures, I’ve come to see that “cranking it up” is not about doing the most extreme and crazy thing you can share on the internet, it’s about pushing your physical, mental and emotional limitations and comfort zones. It’s about building the stoke no matter the level you’re at. What’s important, is that you’re getting at it.
As much as I haven’t felt like I have accomplished much over the last 8 months, in hindsight I’ve come to realize that I’ve been “cranking it up a notch” a bit every day since surgery.
I have done things I would never have done, if it weren’t for being injured or for the other MTH ambassadors who have been sharing their adventures, experiences and accomplishments. I would have been less inclined to push the comfort zones of what I already knew let alone the things I barely knew anything about i.e. hiking and camping, especially in the dark.
Before my injury I was a pretty fearless. I rode lots of gnarly trails without much hesitation on my mountain bike and would say yes to almost any adventure. Since then, I’ve mostly been riding green and blue trails and declined some adventures as I didn’t trust myself not to fall and reinjure myself.
Sometimes your friends trust your capabilities more than you do and despite your fears you go to the “Top of the World” in Whistler Blackcomb and you ride 13km of ♦ and ♦♦ trails all the way to the bottom. This creates so much stoke that you embark on a 3 hour hiking trip into the mountains, mostly in the dark, simply because you can and you want to keep the stoke alive.
This last week I have come full circle and truly see the physical, mental and emotional barriers that I have been pushing and feel so excited at what I have accomplished not only in the last week but in the last 7 months.
Mostly, I am thankful for the great friends, that have adventured with me in person and online through MTW, that have pushed me to do so.